AngelicView: I’d like to share with you today this NDE in which the experiecer tells us that she is one of the Beings that helped to Create the Solar System that we now find ourselves living in. (I imagine that many of us may be in the collective of the group who helped to birth our Solar System, and many other Cosmic Places).
Find out her interesting way of using the Law of Attraction, knowing as she does, that she helped to create the Universe from which the Law is spawned.
I found myself floating, like in a cloud. There were no buildings, no structures, just light and love. I was so wonderfully well! All of my pain and worries just melted away. I was being bathed in love. All of a sudden, I noticed movement to my left. It was a light coming towards me. As I looked at it, I noticed that this light was a being, a Being of Light! As this Being of Light was approaching me I started experiencing all kinds of images in my mind. At first I thought he/she was communicating with me telepathically but then I realized, all these images were memories, my memories. I was remembering who I really am. (It was like an amnesiac who regains his/her memory). I had total recall of who I really was. I was this old, old being, who had always existed. I was wise and loving. I remember knowing everything. Not so much from an intellectual point of view. I knew what it was like to be a flower, to be an animal, to be an insect. All the knowledge of the universe was inside my being. I no longer felt as a separate individual. I felt as if I was part of a collective consciousness. I sense billions and billions of beings and we were all One. The feeling of oneness on the other side is amazing!
I remember distinctively how we created the solar system. I was part of this collective consciousness who had “willed” it into being. I remembered we had done so for the purpose of experiencing mortality. It was so important to my soul to come to earth and experience mortality. I then remembered asking to be born. The moment this memory came to mind, I also remembered having agreed to accomplish a mission. I came to earth to accomplish a mission. All of a sudden, I realized that I had not accomplished this mission. My joy and serenity turned into anguish… I had failed to accomplish this mission. I never felt so sad. Sad is not the word, I felt anguish, I felt like a failure. Nothing else I had accomplished while in this life mattered to me, I felt like a failure. The Being of Light, sensing my anguish, asked me: “Would you like to stay or would you like to go back?” I immediately replied (with thought as our communication was by thought). “I must go back, I have not accomplished my mission”. In that moment, I sensed I was going backward into a tunnel and I found myself back in my body.
The first thing I remember is hearing the words: “she is coming back, she is coming back” uttered by a nurse. I opened my eyes and could see 3 nurses and the doctor that I had seen at the emergency. I was hooked to machines. The doctor came to me, put his hand on my forehead and said: “don’t worry, we are not going to lose you again. You are a very sick girl but we will not lose you again. We will transfer your to Lethbridge (bigger hospital in another city nearby) and you will remain in intensive care until we find out what is going on”. “I won’t die , don’t worry” I said.
They put me in an ambulance and sent me to Lethbridge. The poor EMS(in the ambulance) was afraid I would die on her. She kept checking my vitals. I assured her that I was not going to die. It is during the ambulance trip that I realized that I could no longer remember my mission. I had forgotten! I came back from a heavenly state to accomplish this mission and I forgot what it is shortly after re-entering my body!
Needless to say, this was a life transforming event and I thought it was over but I was wrong. It seems that once the door between both worlds is open, it never closes again. I started experiencing all kinds of paranormal activities after this. It started with my sense of sight, it would change and I could see the matrix of all life. Then it moved to my sense of hearing, I started hearing a voice. I was instructed to build a Temple and I was given the vision on how to build it. In this Temple, I get visions and I am developing very unusual abilities. I won’t go any further here. Suffice to say that my life has been transformed by the NDE experience and by the abilities I have developed as a result of it.
~ How do you explain Oneness to someone? How do you explain that you are really not the person you think you are, that you have a present personality and a permanent personality. While I was in a state of total recall. I was One with all life and I knew everything.
~ My being always existed. This life is a just a play I am acting in. A small part of me has taken physical form.
~ In the state of total recall, you understand everything. Everything makes sense. Words like difficulties, challenges and hardships reflect a lack of understanding of the purpose of life. Those in the know, do not use these words.
~ I used to think that when I get to the other side, I will ask God or angels a lot of questions. Little did I know that, when you get to the other side, the veil of forgetfulness is removed and you remember everything and know everything. You don’t need to ask questions.
~ It used to intrigue me as to why I remembered so clearly having been part of the collective that created the solar system. Why would that one memory be so strong in my mind? When I was instructed to build a Temple and felt the energy in it, I knew. When I go in my Temple, I command the Universe; I say: “Universe, hear my voice and know that I am the physical extension of the creator who willed you into being”. I say these words with total confidence because I do remember willing the solar system into being. I command the universe and things manifest. I never use my ability to hurt anyone, just to edify, to relieve suffering and to help. Women who were not able to conceive find themselves pregnant, people find the right job, they heal mysteriously. I even released my sick father from this life because I felt it was his time to go. He died (in otherwise excellent health) 3 weeks after I did the manifestation. Needless to say, I do not advertise these abilities. I am telling you because I feel guided to do so. Something is coming and I feel the need to connect with others like me.
~ When you know you have a purpose in being alive, you live life differently. I am amazed at the guidance that I am receiving. I feel so connected to my divinity. This may sound like blasphemy, but I feel that I have divine powers and abilities. I no longer feel like a victim. I create my own reality and I can improve it at will. I can even influence the reality of others. My sense of power is mixed with a sense of humility. I feel a sense of responsibility towards my fellowman and towards all living creatures for I have the power to influence things into being. I feel that I will play a part in what is coming.
~ I left my church, I developed my own spirituality. I value all life, even that of insects (I no longer kill flies and spiders, I catch them and release them outside). Because I know that I came to earth for a purpose, I believe that others have too. I have developed more respect and love for people. I have developed an insatiable thirst for knowledge, how things work. I am most interested in energy, quantum physics, the zero point field, etc.
~ When asked: Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Answer: Yes ahhh, my life has totally changed in that respect since my NDE. Actually, when these paranormal activities started occurring they scared me. I felt uneasy about them so I repressed them. They finally stopped after a while. 7 years after my NDE I started getting sick. This unknown illness caused me to lose my job, the relationship I was in. I went through all of my savings and got so far in(medical)debt that I had to file bankruptcy. I lost everything I had worked for. I was totally depressed, in pain and on disability. At one point, I started contemplating suicide. I could not stand the pain anymore and I had lost everything I had worked for in my life. The thought of committing suicide and returning to this heavenly state was very appealing to me but then I suspected I still had not accomplished my mission. The thought of standing in front of that Being of Light and telling him I had still not accomplished my mission, the sense of anguish I knew I would feel was more than I could accept. So I went on my knees and prayed like I never prayed before. I told God that I was willing to accept any paranormal gift he saw fit to send me. That I would not only accept them but also develop them, all I asked was to be healed. That is when I was instructed to build a Temple and was given a vision on how to build it (4 layers a canvas hanging from the ceiling in the basement). Within days of the vision, the Temple was ready. I entered the Temple and asked to be guided to a doctor who could diagnose me and treat me. The next day I received an e-mail from the daughter of a friend telling me about the amazing doctor who treated her. I went to him, he quickly diagnosed me with Lyme Disease and treated me. I totally recovered and have been symptom free for 8 years. Then I came across a book providing information on how to manifest and the rest is history. I go to my Temple and manifest all kinds of things. They usually manifest within a month. I would say that about 90% of the things I ask for do manifest. When things don’t manifest I know that what I am asking for is not meant to be. I sometimes get visions in my Temple.
~ Not sure why I was given the opportunity to go through this experience. I believe it is linked to my mission. Without it, I would be like everyone else, lost in this world of illusion.
~ You know, it is all a matter of vibrations. Right after you go through this experience, your vibrations are so high, that you cannot be exposed to violence or lies. You are filled with love. But then the vibrations slow down bit by bit and you start re-integrating this world. All of a sudden you become desensitized to violence again. You no longer recognize truth from falsehood. That was the sad part, losing the connection. All you are left with are the memories. Trying to regain that connection requires some work. I am still not fully there yet but I am confident that it is possible to live in this world without being at its vibrational level. Everything is vibration.
~ You either think me crazy or you believe me. I suspect that others have told you about paranormal abilities they have developed as a result of their NDE. In a sense I feel I am betraying the trust that the Universe has placed in me in telling you of my abilities. I don’t want to exploit them in any way, they are too sacred for that. But they have come to me for a reason and it has something to do with my mission. And making sure I accomplish that mission is the most important thing to me. This is why I want to connect with others who have also developed similar abilities. We are being called into action and time is of the essence.