AngelicView: I have come to a point in my life… where I feel as though I understand. I get it. I know at least the basics about life and death. I (feel that I) know why we’re here and what it’s like to get outta here. And for awhile now I’ve felt as though I’m spinning my wheels. Like, I’m not learning anything anymore that’s challenging (that I’m interested in).
My job as a nurse has become frustrating. We nurses become nurses (usually) because we like to take care of people. The problem with the profession (as I see it) is that we are required to spend more and more time doing menial tasks and sitting at a computer and less and less time actually with our patients. All this with less and less staff (figure that one out). My body is frustrating because it hurts and it won’t do the things I want it to do anymore. Honestly, my worst fear is that I’m going to live to a ripe, old age. Any of you get what I’m saying? I bet you do. And it’s not that I’m depressed or anything like that. I’m just frustrated with life.
If I had a kabillion dollars, I’d buy a large area of land somewhere and would build a community that is for spiritual healing. I think Earth humans, Earth animals, and the Earth herself all needs spiritual healing. We’d live in small cabins and have trails through the woods and fire pits and lots of kitties and dogs running all over the place. I have many of the details all worked out in my head for this Spiritual Healing Place. I might even call it “AngelicView” (lol). But, unfortunately I don’t have a kabillion dollars.