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Recreating The Love of an NDE


“Dancing in Heaven” by Aprillight – DeviantArt


“Think of stepping on the shore and finding it heaven, of touching a hand and finding it God’s, of breathing new air and finding it celestial, of waking up in glory and finding it home.” – Don Wyrtzen

AngelicView: How often does a Near Death Experiencer wish they could again feel the kind of love and bliss they felt during their NDE? And those who have not had an NDE wish they could experience that kind of feeling?  This NDE’r has given me permission to share his ideas on how to recreate that experience.

Joe has been in two near-fatal car accidents – one which left him temporarily paralyzed. Here is a link to his website if you’d like to go there and read about his amazing experiences. Take it away Joe!


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Inner Senses: Life in Death



AngelicView: Here is an amazing NDE story from a woman called Jo. She had an ordinary life, until her Spirit Form decided it wanted to be out of body a few times. After that, there was no going back to “ordinary life”. From her website (titled, “Inner Sensing“) :

“1983 was a pivotal year. Up until then I was an average wife, mom and Corporate America executive. Suddenly, that year, I was thrust into three spontaneous out-of-body projections and a subsequent near-death-experience. The obe’s (as I later learned they were called) were completely foreign and terrifying. I had no idea what was happening to me. All I knew was that periodically I would suddenly become aware of myself hovering in the corner of the ceiling as I looked down upon my sleeping body. As an intelligent, fairly accomplished adult, I could only surmise that perhaps I was in the initial stages of some form of mental illness.

Later that year, after having experienced three out of body projections, I had a near death experience. As you might guess, it changed my life forever. Never again could I settle for a mundane, strictly physical existence. During the NDE I had been shown that, ideally, consciousness is capable of depths of experience far beyond that of common linear physicality.

As a result of what I learned during the NDE, the next fifteen years were spent exploring and actively challenging the boundaries of consciousness. I pursued metaphysical adventure with a zest. The resulting out of body projections, precognition, telepathy, shared dreams, and so much more, added enormous richness and dimension to my life…

One of the clear messages received during the NDE was that we each have the inherent capability to access largely untapped dimensions of guidance and insight. These inner dimensions and senses are our biological heritage. They marry intuition and intellect in a manner that enriches life exponentially. It is simply a matter of changing focus and developing these new inner sense muscles.”

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A Diamond in the Flesh


AngelicView: I want to share this amazing STE (Spiritually Transformative Event) with all of you today. Thanks to John for sharing your story 🙂

In the late winter of 1984, I was despondent and contemplating suicide. I had acquired two razor blades and had a plan to end my life. From that despair came the greatest spiritual experience that has ever happened me. Here is the story of the night God visited me.

In 1983, I entered monastery in central Minnesota. At this time I won’t go into all the background about my life, but I was troubled on a lot of different levels and I had become convinced that I needed to go to the monastery to pursue a life of contemplation and spirituality. I felt estranged from my family, sort of a failure at college, a failure at relationships, without too many prospects for a good future. At 24 years of age, I was lost.

After getting through a three month candidacy period, I had entered the novitiate and was living in an older part of the quadrangle in the monastery. The life of a novice is one of many hours of silence, so I felt pretty isolated to begin with. I didn’t get along with most of the other novices, I had come from such a different background. This increased my sense of isolation and loneliness, which in turn began to get me deeply depressed. I had way too much time, in the late evening hours all be myself in my room, to ruminate over some of my character issues, the mistakes I had made, and where I had ended up.

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This Grand Illusion of Physical Reality

AngelicView: In this NDE, Robyn had an intuition that the baby she was carrying was not meant to be born. During her abortion, she died from too much anesthesia. She was so surprised when she got to the other side of the veil, at how real 3D human life seemed – knowing it had been just an illusion.


I went into this abortion clinic in Austin, under the strong impression that the baby growing inside of me was not meant to be born. How on Earth I knew that being the peaceful, ultra-sensitive, loving girl I was is a mystery. Never in a million years would anyone have guessed me as someone who would abort unless it was dire. In my unique case, the baby had detached from my uterine wall and was barely hanging on. Apparently all the stress caused spikes in my blood pressure and tonsillitis in the first month, making my body inhospitable. My decision to have the baby removed was a certain decision… and later I would find out why. 

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“I Consider it the Most Amazing Experience of My Life”


AngelicView: This is a very brief NDE, but I wanted to share it with you because it magnifies some specific points about death and dying. (Besides that, it kind of hit me right there – in the heart ♥)

  1. Young children are very close to the other side. Death and dying is not a struggle for them.
  2. Our bodies may be seen flailing around or even crying or screaming, and we may not even be inhabiting them any longer – calling into question who is the one doing the flailing, screaming, or crying?
  3. The after-effects of NDE’s are well-known, documented, and very close to everyone who has an NDE has similar after-effects. You’ll see several of these displayed in the account.

Cathy was only five years old when it happened. She was swimming with her family in a lake she called “a blood sucker infested mud hole“. Her mother was giving her encouragement and telling her how good she was doing with her swimming. Feeling a burst of confidence from her family’s comments, she dove into the water with a swim ring around her waist. I can just picture that happening! So, as you can imagine, the swim ring was holding her upside-down in the water. No one noticed it right away, but it didn’t matter. She was already having the most amazing experience of her life. I’ll let her tell you the rest:

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As Infinite Beings We Only Exist in the Breath of God, There is Nothing Else


AngelicView: Here is a very interesting case that has come across at NDERF (Near Death Experience Research Foundation). The man’s name is William Bray, and he is a Princeton University Physicist, Chemist, and Neurophsychopharmacologist. He has had multiple NDE’s. When I say “multiple”, I mean a whole lot! He began dying and coming back to life spontaneously, probably at home. He was taken to a hospital at the University of Pennsylvania (U.S.) to be examined and studied. The cause for the deaths were never discovered, but it happened 30 times while he was at U of P. He has now passed away, for his final time (on 1/25/2014).

He was in the process of trying to write about his experiences to share with us when he passed over and didn’t come back, and Dina Grutzendler composed this summary of his thoughts and sent these writings in to NDERF to share. Here is what was said by Dina:

He wanted his message to arrive to as many people as possible. He wanted to share his experiences with the world.  He didn’t want to leave before finishing his books. He didn’t fear death and he wanted to leave as soon as he could, once he finished his work. And he did.

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