AngelicView: This super NDE is chock-full of great information about our existence, both here and on the other side of the veil. She says that she came back with super-lucid dreams, spontaneous OBE’s, premonitions, intuitive perceptions of the thoughts of other people, and five times the feeling of having had a bi-location experience. What she didn’t come back with, though, was what she felt was the most important. In her words:
“In my mind there remains a footprint of something that will be of help to many, but I don’t know how to explain it in words. Perhaps there is another way to convey it?“
“I think I have something in my mind that could help humanity and I can’t remember what it is.“
“I would like someone to help me experience the “all knowingness” again, to remember with clarity what I experienced and thus help humanity.“
It seems our Creator is trying to keep this a secret, as many NDE’ers have reported that they couldn’t remember the most important thing – that one thing that would help humanity. Perhaps he/she/it wants us to discover this thing on our own.
Be assured, though, that this NDE has much wisdom and guidance within. Thanks to Hafur for sharing her NDE.
I suddenly found myself in complete darkness and there was nothing to grab hold of until I remembered that I had a body…and when I felt love, a light came on within my heart and little by little it grew larger until it illuminated my body completely floodlight with its own light.
The figure on my right, who was guiding me, stopped and I could not see his face and as though we were at a small, enclosed beach, there was a hill that served as a place for projecting my life from beginning to end several times. At first rapidly and afterwards more slowly. It was amazing how my life was shown with events I had completely forgotten about and others that were so insignificant that it felt like I was seeing each frame of the personal movie of my life on earth. I realized that I understood everything with a great clarity and super-lucidity I had never experienced before. I discovered that I had personally chosen to take on a physical body and have the life experiences I was having. I realized I had wasted time in suffering and what I should have been doing was using my freedom to choose true love, and not pain, in all that came into my life.
All of a sudden, I went to a place lower than the images on my left and saw a series of rocks in the sand jutting out into the sea and I saw myself sitting on the largest rock that was between the beach and the sea. I wore a white tunic that was semitransparent (like organza) decorated with tinkling gold stars. I was surprised to see myself pregnant since my marriage was not a happy one and the last thing I wanted was to be pregnant again.
***We live in a “Plural Unity” or “Oneness.” In other words, our reality is “Unity in Plurality and Plurality in Unity.” –
***That I was everything and everything was me, without essential differences other than in temporal appearances.
***That there is no external god, but that god is in everything and everything in god just as life itself.
***That there is no god outside ourselves but is, rather, in everything and everything is a part of god, as is life itself.
***That god is everything and nothing at the same time.
***That everyone and everything or temporal phenomenon within this dimension is where it should be because it emanates from the blueprint of a shared dream (if we can call it that) that is repeated indefinitely until we understand what is essential or real.
***That everything is part of an essential game of life itself, and that to the degree that we live by true love–unconditional and universal–the closer we are to an understanding of what life truly is, which is true happiness and perfect wisdom.
***That everything is experience and that this life and the next are essentially the same because everything is god. Nothing is outside of god just as nothing is outside of life itself.
***Death is a metamorphosis of time. One more illusion from our mental concepts. Essentially, time does not exist, nor does space. They are illusions of our creative mind that plays a game of self-deception in the creation of events.
***That “I,” includes “We,” and are like a mirror where we perceive the reflection of our reality in its many facets and illusions.
***That the “creator” is eternally creating and one of the creations is the practice of conscious love. “One learns to paint by painting.” That’s why this “temporal human illusory creation” exists as though it were a matrix within another matrix and this, within another…multi-dimensionally until we wake up.
***I experienced something that can’t be transmitted with words but that can be expressed as “The Essence of Life is its Total Nothingness. (Please understand “Nothingness” as something that has no intrinsic substance, but is rather constructed by a multitude of phenomena, which in turn are formed by other untold multitude of phenomena to the point of infinity). I understood that intangible, indescribable life is all that exists. There is no death (it’s only a description to show the polarities in the world of phenomena)
***Consciously living by love is the essence of life itself and is made manifest or materializes in this plane of existence as a cohesive force to recreate itself in multiple forms as a game in which nothingness recreates itself in temporary, illusory events.
***The known universe is a fraction of infinite reality that by love has become finite pieces in our temporal “hands.”
***I learned thousands of other things without end and it is difficult to express in words because words are insufficient, they can’t describe what I experienced in this other state of consciousness that was much clearer than this one.
That we are the “point of emptiness” where the void or nothingness of the universe becomes aware of itself. It is really hard to explain this. But I know that everything I saw originates from thoughts, or the universal mind, that is projected in images and events that interact with lucid consciousness as an experience, and that this whole experience is a part the infinitude of that which is real on every plain or level of existence that we want to invent or divide into pieces so that our temporal mind can decipher it despite its limitations. I believe I understood that what we call god is the silence of indescribable life that is in everything, and everything is in it.
Note: I feel that all the images that were created in my mind during this experience, before entering into the light, are symbolic thought forms of something perhaps more profound that could serve in support of a translation of that which is essential experience. It is impossible to explain with our limited human language, yet I am now trying to decipher it little by little.
“From but one piece of clay, many forms can be made.”
“All mental designs crystallize in fleeting forms of nothingness.”
“Everything is recorded in a universal memory, even the most insignificant things. I took form in my body voluntarily and designed the life I would experience in order to learn how to truly love more and better. Everything we do should be done from true love, without ulterior motives and without judgment: unconditional and universal. There is only one law: LIFE. Death does not exist. We are all God. Our own super-lucid consciousness is what judges us with love. The kind of human love that most resembles divine love is: infinite tenderness. What we think or want to think is what is, come what may. In this way the universe is constructed. It is like a game of consciousness that recognizes itself and recreates itself through each one of us, and at the same time we are the “point of nothingness” in which life becomes self-aware.” ~Hafur