AngelicView: Here is an NDE with some great spiritual insights and very interesting content! She was out of her body for at least one hour, according to her doctor. Born in the “Bible Belt”, she was very religious before her experience and extremely spiritual afterward. When people have these experiences, they learn what the truth really is. And for the most part, people come back from these experiences with the same truths. Thanks to Patsy for sharing 🙂
As they placed my body in the ambulance, I floated along with it. I was not attached to it in any way that I could determine. I just thought everything was so interesting. The driver turned on the siren as we started for the hospital. The attendant began trying to revive my body. Pearl was telling him what had happened as he was trying to find a pulse. He put an oxygen mask over my body’s mouth and applied electric shocks to the chest 3 times, each time taking a pulse. Halfway to the hospital, he stopped and told the driver to turn off the siren. I was dead. Pearl started crying.
I turned around and was immersed in light. I was surrounded by unconditional love, and total acceptance. I knew I was complete at last. Never had I felt such safety and serenity before. Suddenly, I had all knowledge. All that I had ever heard or known was swept away. I knew that Christ had not died on the cross and that there is no sin or evil. I knew that I had existed since the moment of creation and that I shall always exist and that all consciousness is in the act of becoming. I knew that I had lived many times in physical reality and I watched those expressions and observed each of them. I experienced what we mean when we say that we have free will and that we choose everything. There are no absolutes. I watched every thought I had ever chosen to its natural end, and each person it had touched. I knew that I was, and had always been a speaker. Which meant I carried information between entities and their expressions. I was in physical reality because it is time for the physical being to mature and accept their responsibility for their creation and to realize that they create their reality. I knew then that I must return because my role was not finished yet. Also I saw my own death, in 2010, drowning in my own body fluids. I gained the knowledge that all people choose their own time and create the method of their demise.
I turned around and I was in the hospital emergency room. Bill, Pearl, the ambulance attendants, and 2 policemen, were there. A nurse standing at the head of the table on which my body was laying, covered with a sheet.
I floated over to my body and sank down into it.
I want to tell you what it felt like when I entered my body. I have never felt such joy. I was enthralled with this wondrous body I had created. I could feel the consciousness of each cell in my body. I could
feel the joy of the blood as it rushed through the veins and the sharing of the creation of new life as each cell sang its energy. I truly knew what the phrase “I sang the body electric” meant. I was so captivated by this wondrous creation which all of me had created and the loving cooperation that existed between all the cells that had joined together to create this marvelous body called Patsy. I joined in this song of life and thanked each of them and praised them. I could feet the energy as it traveled through my nerve paths to its destination. How alive and vital this body was. What a marvelous creation it was and how well it worked together in perfect synchronization in its exuberant celebration of life. As long as I wear this body, I will never forget what I had experienced in that moment.
My body begin to shake and the sheet fell to the floor. The nurse screamed. The doctor ran to the table. I sat up, trying to get off the table. I wanted to dance and sing for the sheer joy of being alive. He pushed me down on the table and told the nurse to get a sedative. I struggled to get up, I told the doctor that I was all right and I didn’t need a sedative. Suddenly I realized I knew what everybody was thinking and they were all terrified. I calmed down and laid still. He was terrified to even touch me. The nurse did not want to approach the table again.
Everyone in the room were frozen in place. As if their brains could not process what their eyes were observing. I became aware that I was ravenous. I told the doctor that I needed food. He sent for an orderly to take me up to a room. Then he went over to the desk and begin to fill out papers. I could see that he could not think about what had just happened, he was afraid of me.
I laid awake all night. I read every mind in the hospital and wandered through everyone’s dreams. To the ones who were dying, I helped them to leave and explained to them where they were going. To the babies who had just entered this reality, I had long conversations and they told me why they had chosen to come and why they had chosen their parents. (AngelicView: These are common experiences that people have right after an NDE.) To those who were frightened and suffering, I helped them to see that they really chose the suffering and they had to choose not to suffer because it was not necessary.
Dr. Zeck, my surgeon came in and sat down and asked me what happened. I read his mind and knew that he knew I had died. I told him he would not believe me. He said, “Yes, I would, I have to go before a board of my peers and tell them what happened and why I released you to go home. I am a surgeon and everyday I face my enemy, death, across my operating table and the more I can understand about him, the better I am able to help my patients. I have had 500 patients experience death and live to tell about it and I’m not moving until you tell me what happened.” So I told him.
He told me that my file would be placed with the others and destroyed upon his death. I asked him what I should do and he said, “I don’t know. Your life will completely change and I don’t know how to tell you to live it.” Where are the others who experienced this? He told me he could not tell me. He told me not to tell anyone what had happened or they would put me away. I told him I could read his mind and he said yes that he knew that. He said that in time I would lose this ability but at first it would help me to adjust to my new awareness. He told me that I had been officially dead for 1 hour and he said he thought it was more than several hours. I went home that day. I never seen him again. He died two years later.
He was right. My world had turned upside down. I went to church the next Sunday and couldn’t even sit through the service. I wanted to stand up and tell everyone that this was all wrong and how wonderful they were. The ability to read minds stayed with me for almost a month and then slowly faded into the background. I now use it in my role as a speaker. I begin a search for others like me. I explored the psychic community and found that they, too, taught that people were victims and powerless. If you constantly seek your answers outside yourself, you will never find wisdom. You already have all the answers, so you always must look within.
In 1974, I was told by a palm reader to go to Lacey, WA. to a certain house and I would find my voice. I went and when I arrived, I knocked on the door and a young man opened the door. He told me to come in and that “Gene” would be back in a few minutes. 15 minutes later Gene entered and I recognized him.
He had been my tutor when I was in Atlantis and had used his students to gain advantage over his enemies. He said, “I have been waiting for you. He took me down to the basement to his library and gave me the book SETH SPEAKS. He told me this would give me the language I needed for my work. I went home and read it and it was exactly what I had learned in the light. Gene died two years later from a brain tumor. For two years he helped me to prepare myself for my role as a speaker. I have all of the Seth books and I have searched for others since that time.
In the years since I have lived the principles I learned in the light. I only sleep 4 hours a day now which is the usual for me. I have never slept more than five hours at a time. I have no fear of death. I live in the moment. I am in excellent health and create what I want. I do not use drugs, alcohol or have insurance. I have never met a stranger and I don’t know what the word shy means. I have never been homesick and I am at home wherever I am. My life has been a grand adventure. I stand between two worlds and move easily between them.
I have hitchhiked through time. I have visited other realities and have delivered messages between entities and their expressions. My life has been a grand adventure. I live in the moment and I have no fear. I know I create my expression and I am always aware of the beauty and majesty of this reality and all people I meet.